so happy

I don't understand how one day, you can be so happy, and then bam, you've hit the bottom. How does this happen? How can you be having the best day and then you run into a wall. I know you shouldn't let the things people do or say get to you, but sometimes you can't help it. Sometimes you can't pretend your skin is thicker than it is. I have learned that it's important not to show what you're truly feeling.

Sometimes things aren't going well in your life and you can't pretend anymore. You can't pretend that you aren't feeling something because you are. It's useless to pretend. Today, for example, I was having a very good day. But I went to someone's house for something and I felt totally out of place. It didn't leave me with the best feeling so I decided to leave early. I couldn't stay there and pretend anymore. I had enough. I probably would of had an out burst if i had stayed longer.

Step Forward And You Will See Inside

I lied. All those times I told myself everything would be alright. A lie for every situation, a tear for every broken heart. Always taking walks in the dark. Always hiding from those things that I knew would hurt. Always wanting to escape from myself. All those times you couldn't see inside, all those times you would not allow yourself to see what was going on inside. I always knew what I was feeling and always wishing I didn't.

The Zoo. Part 1 (pictures from my phone)

...and there are more pictures to come but it might take awhile.

For all those who disagree

Dark, you can't some soon enough for me. Saved... from one more day of misery.

Our Walk.

This thing that I'm saying

It's a very disappointing thought and it goes well with a very disappointing day.

So... Here is to all those days you thought would be different and to all those tomorrows that were exactly the same.

I just want to thank my Dad for letting us use his camera this summer. I don't know what we would have done without it. I don't think he ever meant for us to use it, he just didn't take it on one of his business trips and so I found it..... and he hasn't seen it since.
Thanks Dad, you're the best.